Running on Caffeine Fumes...

Yes I have been really bad lately at posting a new blog. Mainly because I have no life right now. I go to school during the day from Monday to Friday... then I work nights Wednesday to Saturday, and I work Sunday Brunch. So I'm one tired chikkita my friends!! Really tired. I have no days off. And I was just talking to my manager last night and she's in dire need of help with the new restaurant opening up on Commercial Drive so I have offered to help whenever I can. Which was probably not the best choice for my health but after seeing her stress so much last night I just need to help her out 'coz I know what it can be like. Whenever I do have moment to myself, I sleep, to restore my energy for either work, or homework, or heck, simply because I have nothing left. The constant flow of caffeine running through veins is starting to lose it's effect... whether it'd be tea or coffee... it's just not working anymore. So sleep... must sleep.

I'm also trying to organize my move to Toronto. Yes... I am moving to Ontario. It just makes sense right now. My parents are nearby, they will be in Ottawa, and after being there over the holidays I realized that it's probably best that I am close by because I was hit with the harsh reality that they are not going to be around much longer. Their health is starting to catch up with them too. I also have so many friends from different times of my life that seem to have all congregated in the big smoke, and that is another bonus. Also I want to go back to school for Sound Production, and the schools in Toronto are half the price than here in Vancouver. I won't be moving until the summer, so I do have some time... but I have to admit that thinking about it now does add a little stress along with going to school and working full time. I might need a month away or something before I actually move. Just to recoup. We'll see...

It has been tough being back to Vancouver. Mainly because I had no time to rest at all. I came back on a Friday night and was back at work on Saturday and had to go to school on that Monday. Yeah... thrown right in there!!! There's just so much to process and I'm trying my best to be positive out of all of this, it's so hard. Sometimes I just want to stay in bed all day and just sleep to forget everything. Not a healthy thing to do, that's for sure. But wouldn't it be nice?? Just to sleep and when you wake up everything that you were worried about before you escaped to slumber-land disappeared. Ah yes. That would be nice indeed.

Well, speaking of which, gotta get some things done before I head to work. And here I go again.