Weird... weird mood... I'm restless, wanting to be busy but not wanting to do anything at the same time. Want to just sleep this day away but don't want to miss anything at the same time. I'm a bit down. I don't know why. It's a curl up on your couch with a hot coco day. Although I'm drinking tea, that works too. I want to just cuddle up with that special someone and mope while he tells me everything will be ok. I'm just feeling down I guess. I hate it when you just feel down for no reason. Nothing bad happened at all. I have great things going on. I feel stagnant. I just finished school and now I have nothing to do. The piano is just a few feet away from me... but I don't want to touch it. I could sing for a bit. But I would rather just be on my blog right now typing about how I have nothing to do. I want my family here... I want to be with my brothers and my mom and dad. But they are all in different places of the world. I'm sad. I'm lonely... why lonely? I have someone in my life who constantly makes me laugh and I know cares for me. I don't know. For some reason I just don't feel special today... *le sigh*
Mope mope mope...
Oh wait, it's PMS.
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